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damn its been a while..well nothing new same ol stuff everyday..things aint never goin to change until i get out of SD. been talkin to a lot of people..tryin to stay in touch..so far everythings ok...aint much to say from my last blog to now..but to everyone that has been there for me in the past year..i thank you..yall be a whole lot of help. till another year from now.

what does friendship mean to you? for me, friendship is everything. when you cant talk to yer family who else is there to go? and then thats when i decided to make another sacrifice. Sunday: woke up at 430am got ready ate a bowl or 2 of cereal and called james and he picked me up and dropped me off to the airport. thing was my parents thought i was goin to D1, but actually i bought a plane ticket to San Francisco. aand so yea left the airport at 627 and the flight goin up sucked major ass. got to Frisco at 805. Then i got lost in that damn airport. i was fucking walking around for at least 45 mins before i found an exit. and then i got a taxi to take me to joy's apt but that coolio didnt know where he was goin so yea but he didnt charge me for goin the wrong way. so yea got to Joy's apt at like 9-915 then i called her and she wasn't home but sleeping at her friends house. as soon as i tell her i was in front of her apt she was like "you serious?" but yea so she was on her way home and i walked around the block a couple of times till they arrived. then we talked about the whole situation between us. (i felt better after saying what i had to say. i felt better saying it in person rather than on the phone or online.) then i chilled most of the day sleeping then i talked to Tess and so she came over to Joy's pad and we talked then yea chilled then joy's friend gets in an accident and so he rolls by and joy dropped him off to work then me and Tess chilled at her place talked some more then Joy and Jovy picked us up and we ate at Marie Calenders and then they dropped me off to the airport again and so yea. Firisco aint so bad. got home at like 1100pm. man was i fuckin tired but it was worth it. things are looking better, hopefully things continue to get better. Joy and Tess, thanks for lettin me chill. Sorry Jeani i couldn't see you when i was up there. Thanks for the ride James, i owe you man.

i can accept who i am, i accept all my faults, and i accept who you are. and thats what i love bout you. You are who You are. You are who you want to be and for doing so i adore you even more. You Are my Role Model...i want to be just like you except I'd be a guy rather than a girl. Hakuna Matata